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Sunday, October 4, 2009 ? 8:03 PM

982 posts (including this) I'M OFF TO ANOTHER BLOG :D

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Thursday, September 17, 2009 ? 5:06 PM

Goodbye to you.

its been an awful while since i bothered to shed some tears. and i guess i finally did. i guess i did saw it coming with all the faint signs. and me talking to nanthiniy about it.

but its just not right.

of all the things that i believed in, just thought that i could change it.

and it sucks big time that of all people, it had to be you.

jc never felt so stupid. every one's departing. and i guess when i saw you at the parade ground, everything was affirmed.

i cant get myself to study now.

teachers and friends are leaving, right now all i can say is 'fuck this college'

i wanna leave. but it wont be fair to the rest cause it'll hurt them like how i was hurt by the people who left.

i saw this scribbling in my handbook earlier on today when i really felt like dropping to poly. "i should make a list of the number of times i said 'i wish i quit', but did not"

just doesnt seem fair to stay on. cause its not worth it.

i know i have a lot of other things to blog about (all in saved draft), but this is all that i can think about.

there's so much more left to say and i dont know where to begin.

gotta hate how great friends have to say goodbye.

i think i'm cursed.

not like i wanna go uni for anything.

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Monday, August 31, 2009 ? 10:10 PM

http://www.myspace.com/shefallsasleepagain

OMG DIANA'S COVER OF UMBRELLA! SO COOL :D

dianabrody said:
but my friend takes school infinitely more seriously than i do
JoyxSoul~! (le-jən-der-ē-rē) P E R S O N A pər-soʊnə dear hotnomo, no such thing, no such thing. said:
wait till its rainining

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? 9:20 PM

WOW. its teachers' day! finally.

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For Mrs Chen 3

do hope that mrs chen likes the card.

hehe, dew loooks so happy in that photo.

i guess having a short lesson day in my already short monday is a good thing?

at lit, i can't believe the whole "do you see any significance in lurie when choosing the floor rather than an operation table to have sex with beth?" didnt get through at first cause they thought i was trying to instigate something. miss ng looked lost for a while. but i did get some nice insight from miss ng and all after explaining the idea.

BUT ITS TRUE! the whole operation table = the killing of the dogs and lurie SOMEWHAT connects with the dogs so he could had changed and stuff :D

teachers' day sharing session. QUITE insightful. oh i love seeing the old photos of the teachers. i guess all teachers have a common thought on what teachers' day meant to them. its quite nice seeing the goofy side of the teachers that act like us.

jarratt: "nicholas, at least i'll be able to fit into my coffin, you're too fat for it"

then again, maybe not like how i talk? heh, i could had went on by talking about 'ooppss, but there wont be any trees left anymore for your coffin since your causing global warming and all with your methane gas"

but i didnt :D i'll save it up.

they should just let miss aminah share and we'll all be in awe. omg... her class has extra econs test after the celebration..

omg, i just found out from jing yee that 4e4 had lunch at eighteen chefs(?), decided not to go. omg jia yin and i wanted to go there.. met up with jia yin, nice chat. shaker fries: awesome. went over to find jing yee and victoria for a nice catch up. saw the dwarf clans just now, aww so cool.

wow, i couldnt find the 10bucks Neverwinter Nights Platinum edition anymore. well, duh, its cheap, its good and its been many months. it'll be damned by now if people look over its age and notice the jem it is.

crap, now i have to hunt somewhere.

first oblivion guidebook, now this. and OMG i just say a DMC 4 game with soundtrack selling at 60bucks instead of the usual 100bucks... sign?

seeing most of my close secondary friends today made me feel that we can talk on and go on forever. :)

finally finally tidyed up a good part of my room.

omg i love grams's potato + luncheon meat dish.

so wanting to jump into Oblivion game. if only i had the guidebook and expansion.. well expansion aint important for now, guidebook is a must cause i dont want to miss out on stuff.. again.

thanks nanthiniy for the gift!

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Saturday, August 29, 2009 ? 11:02 PM

samiare was letting me here the male version of When I Grow Up by the pussycatdolls covered by Mayday Parade

Jarratt: "omg! miss luo is here.. WAIT WAIT dont remove the earpiece! i wanna hear the part about the bobbie!"

Samire: "wtf, they sang groupies, not bobbies"

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? 10:27 PM

OKAY. i unlocked my blog cause the crisis that occured to my friend months ago was averted and i guess its safe again since she's fine now. i deleted quite a fair bit of photos of my tragic past. well, i'll send time catching up on blog entries soon

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Thursday, August 27, 2009 ? 9:29 PM

well, i wonder.

i have a new found respect for Lester today. in which, it just made me want to take note of him even more and ensure that he's all right. i guess nanthiniy and i didnt see it coming.

i guess i should never assume and i do feel a little bad cause i thought he was another person when he gave little hints and stuff.

anyway, contact lens! took me 1 hr plus to learn. MY EYES ARE TOO SMALL AND MY EYE LIDS ARE TOO TIGHT TO PULL THEM WIDER. and i was guilty of falling asleep with them. shucks, i only learnt about the WHOLE LOT OF PROBLEMS with contact lens today. but anyway, the freedom without the specs is amazing.

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Friday, August 21, 2009 ? 1:06 AM

OH, i smell like danial today for a good 1 hr cause i forgot about my PE tee and had to borrow from him even though he just had PE. which was a little gross cause the tee's arm pit area was.. stained and.. wet. and he was like "but my shirt is.. oh, best you not know"

BUT i'm glad that i borrowed the tee from him cause softball today hell of a fun time. i was clueless at first until the rest clued me in. had a great time with the SG. minus the part when lester threw at the ball at my arm. well the homerun attempt was fun :D least it made the class laugh.

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Thursday, August 20, 2009 ? 1:02 AM

so your blog posts updates itself. and leaves my tag unreplied.
same goes for facebook, twitter and text messages. and replies everyone else but me.
your msn conversation running and having yourself appear offline.
i can't keep ignoring it. its been MONTHS. and wow, its nice seeing you reply everyone and not me. constantly. stupid.
and you think think that we're drifting apart?
fuck you.
oh i can't wait for the next time you feel sorry for me and go "OMG i'm sorry, i'm horrible aint i? how are you?" or smth of that pathetic level.

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009 ? 5:42 PM

gone like vapour distilled into air.

i refuse to let myself be that miserable and have the song 'on my own' play on and on in my life. yes, even if i never find love.

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Monday, August 17, 2009 ? 11:31 PM

I NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED TO, MUST, SHOULD, (WILLNOT) stop eating seaweed chicken and nuggest and whatnot from the malay stall and go buy some fruits. omg cheese toufu... <3

ITS TOO GOOD.

and, lester was calling me today to ask where i was, and i happen to caught up to him. funny thing was, i walked beside him for 20 sec and he didnt notice until he almost bang into me.

wait, and he asked "hey nick, did you see jarr.. WHOA"

which is sad, cause that means i'm getting.. fat?

or too skinny to be seen.

i'll take the latter.

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? 11:21 PM

ipod

oh my god. i have got to start clearing podcats.

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? 8:52 PM

a quick post:

lester and i raided bookrags, which makes us dangerous people cause we might raid it again tonight :D

national day rally, yesterday night, was great. the future of singapore in the URA video was divine. :D reminds me of sims 3 + ps3 home. at around 21:00 of the video!

HAHA i was suppose to have 3 tests today! 2 CAs (maths and proof).. BOTH WERE CANCELLED. thank God. AQ was.. being an AQ. no idea what to say.

OMG LESTER IS PLAYING PROTOTYPE :D i shared with him eagerly the games that i wanna play in september. especially marvel ultimate alliance 2. MWUAHAHA, and we'll start having more "PW MEEETINGS" in my house. i wanna play ffxiv! and dragon age origins! and sims 3 world adventures!

saw quan yi this morning, had a nice talk with her.

i really really dont like one of the teachers. quick to judge us.

we checked this out during LIT lecture HAHAHAHA super funny. HAHA at the link at the end that poped out. dont ask me what it links to.

extra econs lessons, voluntary. wow, so screwed.

there's a new temporary yoghurt machine in the canteen for healthweek and i can't help but go to samiare and sing "cause when you mix it all together and you know that you got the best of both worlds!" with the hand cauldron motion.

omg, i cant resist the canteen's nugets and stuff and when nick tried to steal them i went "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" really loud and in front of hotnomo. i brought like 10++ worth of junk food?

pw with mr sng, gosh, so heavy, but well useful. need to start out and allocate work by tonight.

lester: "whoever pee finish last will text mr sng"

omg.. wth. AHAH. he was really weird today.

dear xavier, I'M NOT THE BALD EAGLE.

omg, we're starting on women in literature. carol ann duffy! what?! NO BRIDGEWATERHALL?! thats just wrong!

omg new single mix version of hilary duff's Holiday. suppose to be as a single? damn hollywood records. hilary's somewhat successful in italy, and thats good :D

i think i'm dying because i'mt rying to fix a medical appointment date that DOESNT collide with school and.. promos (yes, i did just postpone tmr's medical to my promo week and realising it after hanging up on the phone.. well i'm desperate for a date). sucks. the doctors' schedules are crammed.

i feel a little bit bad about this:
when her laang says hi, and when you do it too, i end up looking at you and forgetting about replying at her laang. which sucks. actually, that happened only once.. OKAY OKAY no count no count.

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Sunday, August 16, 2009 ? 6:02 PM

here's a couple of random stuff on the top of my head that happened recently:

nick, samiare, quan yi and i scored 1st runner up for the mother tongue photo essay. :D

lately, its been well, same old same old, been comfortable with my life :)

i managed to go to kinokuniya with yu ding yesterday after the event management course (gosh, i miss ytsc Rising Hereoes). super fun! all the books and all. omg, so fun to catch up with her, its been a while so we didnt talk that much. plus, i was a little unwell so i couldn't channel any fun stuff.

ANYWAY, i wanna puruse interior designing soon. :) He Who Can't Marry, seems like a nice and charming show.

omg i wanna go back to anime and manga!

The Sims 3 World Adventures and Dragon Age: Origins looks great! can't wait for Dragon Age cause it reminds me of NWN2 :DDDDDDDD

HAHA, well i guess thats a VERY brief sum up of my life so far. been twittering. loving my friends. and family. yes.

national day rally today :D

AQ GP test tmr. Hypthesis maths tmr. Proof CA tmr.

changing to contact lens. after altering my specs (no longer straight sides) and cleaning the lens, i really appricate the clarity that my specs bring. still, i need the contacts for fencing. or i cant see for nuts.

the gift given to quan yi by nick and i for her birthday :D

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euphoria's elmo that lester stole from her. plus the trophy :D

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Sunday, August 9, 2009 ? 12:34 AM

just now at NEmation

Jarratt: "whats that song? it sounds so famillar"
Diana: "sesame street theme song.."
Jarratt: "OHH"

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Saturday, August 8, 2009 ? 10:14 PM

the econs work that i was doing was too tough cause it actually requires me to think, (WHAT?! make me THINK?! what are you thinking?!) so i decided to blog instead.

MMMMMMMMMM

i saw this little scribble of quote by mr nair when he was trying to get us to listen to him:

Mr Nair: "i know its hot and its raining outside and (higher tone and pitch: ) you have unanswered messages in your phones but..."

omg, so much work in my handbook. i dont even know what to do.

went for the NEmation thing with nicholas and diana today.. wow, i'm actually.. excited to do it. (well not now, cause i'm tried. but i was excited)

RANDOM SCRIBBLES on the notes during the lecture (minus the ideas)

i'm fast enuff for it. can you keep up?

take something out of everything even if you feel that you wanna do something else right now (didnt want to be at the NEmation thing but i found out that i'm actually learning something)

there's no chance unless you take one. since i'm given the chance, why not do my best? (i mean, WOW, of all things to do.. NEMATION?! since i'm in it, might as well give it my best shot) no one else can make me do it expect myself.

IMAGINE i'm pixar and the creators of FOSTERS HOME FOR IMAGINARY FRIENDS and do smth great and meaningful.

i finally understood why diana wants to do NEMation after looking at the pas winning entries, and i goes to show how reluctant i was when i didnt even bother to look at the entries before judging if i want to do it.

ANYWAY, i'm kinda tired from (i think) the strepsils? ate a LOT of 'em.

spent loads of cash today. gotta save.

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Friday, August 7, 2009 ? 10:30 PM

random stuff from yest:

IE is inelastic cause it crashed for the 100th time and i can't change my habit to firefox. didnt notice haze till zw pointed it out. woo, hello red moon again. i found jian hao sleeeping outside the hall when going to school early to collect my group's MT prize. thanks quan yi for following. didnt get it in the end cause of mdm koh, getting it soon. sang out mr sng's birthday song of tune with the rest at the canteen. i get distracted when checking the dictionary online for tough words in notes. lester and i need to stop stalking teacher's facebook.

i dont think the rest really care about NEmation and i wonder why the asked me to join. isnt it a basic motion to reply? shouldnt have joined. well i'm not doing all the work. dont expect me to do the story outline. there goes half of my day tomorrow. i dont get why the people that i work with don't reply. same goes for fencing.

yu ding couldnt go kinokuniya today. sad. oh well. next time after one hell of a stressful day. her and i, hello novels, starbucks and the new york feel :D

the hell, lester skipped school again. texted me in the morning about his sprained ankle. cant believe i said "twisted ankle" when the mrs low asked... same thing? OH mrs low shared some really nice moments of NDP about her hubsband and her. her husband being the one who flew the nation's flag for 2 years. and her moving to aus and usa and missing singapore.

here comes the National Day break. well time to work hard. just played vesperia. gotta go back to econs and help lester out in notes. wth, lester's attached? well, i dont know, didnt really bother to ask. anyway, lucky asshole.

need to make myself complete.. somehow.

can finally tweet through my phone. feels cool since i'm using my blackberry :)

hotexco in UG uniform.
hotnomo in NDP video.
hotlitperson in canteen.

HAHAA well. blah. tasteless. i have too many hots for too many people. well i cant see any of them as partners in love so who cares.

i don't get how long this whole thing will last. people being nice to me just because well, i don't know why they are nice to me. seeing how many people get on their bad side, just hope i don't fall into that.

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? 8:31 PM

Absence of presence.

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Tuesday, August 4, 2009 ? 8:52 PM

ALL RIGHT, first thing first.. i DIDNT suck as bad as i thought i would for today's SG frisbee match during PE :D and i was pleasantly surprise that i handled it well. helping a goal or two. sure, iw asnt running around as the others but hey, close enuff. but the comments from the rest of the class was pressurising though.

and OH, pretty glad for morning assembly again. get to see my friends again. saw danial and yu ding. happy. :D

saw my photographs at the library. (mt project). glad to see it. aww, they didnt showcase the collage shot.

thank God that they removed the contact-tracing seating plan.

idiot lester during econs. omg he was feeding fishes on his iphone during tutorial?

couldnt go kinokuniya with yu ding cause of extra SEA lessons. oh well, NEXT TIME :D WOW, the library sent me a letter saying that they reserved the book that i wanted to buy at kino.

walked home with quan yi, few laughs.

somedays. i wish i dont have that much things to deal with. i can go like "oh, i did it yesterday.. yaye!", sure that applies to homework, but not revision and reading ahead. and i wanted to still go kino with yu ding but after going through SEA tut, best not. SEA lecture tmr.

Persona 4 Context
you know, like how in Persona 4, you rescued the people and you have the remaining days free? used to feel this way after nailing down an econs reflection test and having the time for other subjects. big giant Econs boss? HMM, well could use a day or two to hang out with my friends after school (proper) just like in Persona 4 social links! moment of peace after settling work. then its right back into the game.

Persona 3 Context
guess i'll have to fight harder. just like Persona 3 :D get stronger before the next full moon :D

my take on the NS thing: (vaguely)
i dont mind going in. i really wanna get stronger and i wish they drill us harder in PE or at least like last time. cant believe i didnt appreciate it back then. guess i wasnt ready for it.

i just hope i dont lose myself (my current groove) and get filtered out as a homogeneous person. ahh dont ask me about this part. its hard to explain. i do see myself as different as the rest. and everyone different from one another. just think that NS's gonna make us all the same.. somehow. aint sure why its a good thing.

omg new vgcats comic!

sucks, NEED to read up on MT.

imagine "gentle wind blowing kisses on my skin". mt can be really nice sometimes.

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Sunday, August 2, 2009 ? 9:14 PM

I HAVE NEVER SEEN VIDEO GAMES so.. OH SO.. shiny o.o

OMG i think its an obsession. I MUST HAVE 'EM ALL

i was at comics connection and GAMEMARTZ (SO BUYING MY GAMES THERE FROM NOW ON!) and omg, all the games on the shelves with the plastic wrappings.. i must HAVE THEM.

OMG, i swear this is really OMG. i saw eternal sonata at yishun for 100+. 70bucks at junction 8's comics connection and... 50BUCKS AT GAMEMARTZ! OMG and nicole was nice enuff to buy it for my as a birthday present though her birthday was last week.

ANYWAY, i figured what to get her :D and i think its very thoughtful!

studied with her. YAYE done with my 2 lit and sea term assignments :D didnt want to touch next week's hw so i went junction 8 with her.

gym with her laang. gosh it feels tough after not doing it for 2 weeks.

trading online time for academics and tales of vesperia. omg, played for a good 3hrs yest. :D

THANKS NICOLE!

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Saturday, August 1, 2009 ? 11:56 PM

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Friday, July 31, 2009 ? 6:43 PM

a little empty in the inside. (i had some thoughts going on, but i dont think i wanna dig into them again cause i refuse to let my life revolve around such tragic stuff. i was thinking about how sad this weekend will be. then i think of some of my friends. which made things feeel so much better.)

but i'm starting to no longer believe in that crazy thing call love cause it only works for everybody else. or so it seems. or it is right now.

i just learnt that half of my SG is TICKLISH! zhi wei was tickling me today. so i fought back. then he tickled nicholas. then nicholas ticked ain. then ain tickled nanthiniy. then nanthiniy tickled diana. then when i told sim ai about it, turns out sim ai and jeanette are ticklish too :D order of tickling is blurry.

HAHAHA if only lester was here today.

school ended at 12.40 today. thank God. went back to sleep. and went back for fencing.

gotta thank keith for showing me how to feint. think i can work it? i found out that the technique i saw in the fencing book actually works. wow. but i ran out of moves and lost.

its okay?

somewhat communicable with the fencers today.

i cant believe keith and i did the pledge thing for the councillors with the video camera. and wow, keith was real nice and patient with me during training. thanks man :D

loads to do this weekend. term assignments and all.

wanna do it quick. watch Bleach. play Tales of Vesperia. and maybe other anime like 07-ghost.

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Thursday, July 30, 2009 ? 9:22 PM

some REALLY random stuff that i wanted to blog about a few days ago. missing out on some stuff.

i really wonder how much a glance can tell. maybe i'm too hopeful. would be nice if its true. i'm starting to ponder. passive and peaceful feeling from tht glance
with all these extra proj. time to work harder and later night hours to read up ahead.
unable to cry. good thing? cant seem to find any sad songs in my ipod or letting to get to me. maybe getting stronger.
its like rummaging through your refrigerator knowing that there is nth new. heard this from the The King of Fighters XII - Review gametrailers.
nick was holding his phone and had it confiscated. and i was texting beside him. and i only realised after finishing texting. wow.

TODAY!

WOW.

i saw hotnomo at the streetlights. and i decided not to chase after the greenman cause there was A LOT of yj people and i'll feel suffocated when walking with ALL OF THEM in the walkway. so i skipped the light and waited for the next. AND I SAW YU DING :DDDD happy catch up time.

i met up with jia yin for POTATO FARM! catch up loads. went to comics connection. SAW DISGAEA 3 FOR A REALLY CHEAP PRICE. like 30bucks off from what i brought (well my dad brought it) AND WITH SOUNDTRACK. BUT, i did see TALES OF THE WORLD : RADIANT MYTHOLOGY for a good 38 DOLLARS :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD had to borrow money from jia yin though.

i'll shelve it for now. gotta rush work.

wth, i saw blazblue with artbook that is cheaper than the standalone one by 20bucks. WTH?! and and the xboxb360 limited edition one looks cool.

wow, i miss potato farm so much after seeing sg24 throwing the flyer around.

so cool! saw ann and the rest there! AHAHAH and i was telling her about going to potato farm during econs lecture!

it was fun. hearing bits of jia yin in poly. updating her about jc life.

PE was kinda fun today. hand ball. been hit 3 times.

1) yee kiat was trying to score and the ball bounced off a metal railing and hit my thighs

2) some other dude was trying to score, it hit the basketball post and knocked my specs off.

3) i dont want to talk about this one.

well, i pretty much sucked at it but i'm glad that i "tried".

walked to northpoint with nick and nanthiniy. WOW, caught up for the first time after school. was fun. didnt know so much about the class. i'm so unaware.

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Monday, July 27, 2009 ? 6:32 PM

WOW!

mr ong's comment at the RMS for my results is unexpected:

(SEA history)

Jaratt is an able and conscientious member of the group who displays a real interest in the subject and appears to enjoy all aspects of the work. He has demonstrated a good grasp of the content taught. He communicates confidently with teachers and peers. However, his written work, while acceptable at times, is rarely as detailed or as well presented as I would wish. He is an intelligent student whose academic results do not always reflect his abilities. Although this result is below target, high input for the remainder of the course should see Jaratt meet it..

but guess what? he spelled my name wrong.. again. first was lack of t. now its lack of r. HAHA.

i'm questioning the concept of "real interest" in the subject, and i dont recall communicating much with mr ong. there isnt much work given to really show me having fun in it. soooooooo mmm. do agree on the written work since SEA is oh so fluid and hard to grasp. doubt i have a good grasp since i only passed cause i memorised the noodles out of the revision package for a month during the june holidays.

i do like his second last sentence :D "He is an intelligent student whose academic results do not always reflect his abilities. " YEAH!

he's been really nice to me lately. wonder why. especially since passing SEA test. i do think the tour package podcast helped a lot. plus, when he writes comments in my assignments, its encouraging and full of new directions.

gosh, i shall digest 'em soon.

wow, now i have successfully gained another teacher's expectation!

OH and about maths test today.. AHHAAHAH i guess my way through. i THINK i scored a B for it after seeing the answers that mr paul showed. thank God. couldnt figure which one was 'n'.

GP lecture was fun :D

finally saw my Lit papers (minus Proof) wow. :D

econs tutorials have been most useful lately. thank God for that.

wow, feels weird going home at 2.10 (didnt do so last week cause of PW), but had to go back at 5 for the environmental ambassador briefing. had to back up the briefing for nicholas cause he's sick. well it went well. thank God i was there to back up yi fei with the ppt. my god, due wed. gotta work then.

I FOUND LESTER'S SECOND WEAKNESS :D that liar said it only existed in his left side. THERE'S A RIGHT SIDE :D MWUAHAHAHAHAH, he tried to poke the noodles out of me today. so i retaliated :D YAYE

thank God for the nap and the cool after-rain weather. yaye PE tmr! wished i had better control of time yesterday to go for gym.

omg, i dont have to go for the morning PE thing! YAYE! well, i kinda want to go now since i really wanna build my physical.. WAIT NO, i want my sleep. i'll work harder in gym then :D i kinda like challenging myself for PE since i have SOME form of decent strength. well not as good as the rest *shifty eyes*

Lester: "jarratt! your elmo badge is missing!"
Jarratt: *GASPED AND CHECKED*

and that idiot fooled me.

vision was blur. was dreaming away, feeling the drizzle against the skin and noting the presence of hot-lit-someone behind me. the footsteps. saw a figure edging near. focused at the briefly for a good while without really noting who it was. wow, hotnomo. was a little taken aback cause i swore i saw a hotnomo look a like just now when walking to school at 5pm. wow. wow. wow. but funny, when the eyes locked. it was passive. no emotions. and impersonal. well not really impersonal. faint and maybe non-exisiting bonds.

calm.

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Sunday, July 26, 2009 ? 11:48 PM

try to keep it cool.

quick post:

stayed over at quan yi's house with nick and charmaine. had fun. harry potter. cooked. ps3. stayed up late. late night canadian pizza at 1am (THANK GOD they are still around). fun.

settled gpp. god, i dont wanna talk about it.

glad that things worked out. at least, thats what i think so.

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Friday, July 24, 2009 ? 9:07 PM

i'm trying my best to remind myself why i hate you and how being with you kills. then the other bipolar feeling comes about.

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? 7:39 PM

first of all, GAMBIT AND JEAN GREY FOR MUA2 :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

TAKE A DETOUR
FIND MY WAY!

face it, i need to try something new. it doesnt make sense of me to keep repeating my failures over and over again. yes the logical thing would be to for trainings and TRY again or something. but i figured i should try something else.

yes, i know it sounds illogical. but well, i do think i should try it.

so i ACTUALLY skipped training and went to borrow books on fencing and hopefully get something out of it. and watch some fencing clips. sketch the moves out and try 'em out. i guess what made me do was the theory talk by coach which made me dumbfounded. plus, i lack of moves and wanna find new options. i cant even feint. fucking pathetic.

i feel sad about my lack of 'murderous intentions'. coach said smth about "Innocent sheeps" needing to be "scheming". i hope i can make it up for speed? i dont know. i feel like some sad 'warrior' wanna be who is too innocent in the intention and is the first to die. have not played much blazblue, but from my limited knowledge, their emotions or smth gets altered by their weapons or smth like that. i kinda need that. to suppress the meek me or passively pacifist me. but nah, i'll work on speed and maybe some innocent based tactics that could work?

i know i'm clueless. and i know almost everything that i say is wrong. and maybe i'm not the best person to exist in your life. i dont want to hear it from you cause i dont know what you'll say.

footnote:

I'LL FIGURE IT OUT ON THE WAY

wow, the lecturers are CATCHING UP REAL FAST. they are reaching to the chapters that i'm reading ahead! SHUCKS. was really lucky today. both SEA and IN history lecturers stopped at where i stopped reading.

i saw hotnomo smile at me today when walking into the library. and i wonder if it all means. i guess hotnomo always wear a smile. and that smile may mean nothing since its something thats always there? at least hotnomo didnt look away. so effortless. as if its natural and not on purpose and for me.

odd mood for valykrie profile. OH i couldnt find the Valkyries by paulo coelho in the library. so i'll try again.

WOW, yesterday night, i was rushing PW and smelled a really strong sense of smoke at 8++ but ignored it. today, nanthiniy talked about her flat catching FIRE. WOW, i cant believe i smelled it even though we live like 5 ++ blocks away.

Jarratt: "so did the people use the lift?"
Nanthiniy: "yeah they did.. HAHAHAAH"

theres loads to today. catch up with samiare, quan yi and nicholas. pity samiare cant join us tmr. its okay, NEXT TIME. brought hilary duff's dignity deluxe album. had a rather well exhausting day? nice moments with ann. yu ding too. etc etc.

well its just full of random stuff today. KINDA glad that its over. the SG made me sing to mr sng which he covered he ears when he said "oh? jarratt is going to sing for me?"

mean.

fate has let me find the books. time to make use of them. for good.

STAY AHEAD.

"And I wish I woulda had the nerve to ask you to stay
You kept me guessing and now
I'm destined to spend my time missing you
I almost wish you would've loved me too 　
I know we had our problems
I can't remember one
I almost forgot to say something else
And if I cant fit it in I'll keep it all to myself" - almost by bowling for soup!

"till further notice, my grass is greeen" - as told by ginger

i kiss a girl - keith urban! awesome! (THAT WAS THE SONG that i almost made to sing to mr sng) tsk tsk

"I try to walk away and I stumble" - i try by macy gray

JoyxSoul~! (le-jən-der-ē-rē) P E R S O N A pər-soʊnə! [Hey Arnold] As told by the boy with the red elmo says:
i wish elmo was real and walks to school with me in my backpack

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Thursday, July 23, 2009 ? 6:13 PM

i saw yu ding at the library today!

yu ding: "we are like scavengers"
jarratt: "no you're not.. OMG THERE'S A SEAT OVER THERE, QUICK!"

lester needs to stop aiming his pen at people's balls.

OFFFENCE. get it?

gotta settle cca shirt. and oh, nicholas's lifestyle poster. jumping into nicole's poster soon.

surround me. with the people that i love and care about. step away from the world. hilary duff said so.

my block test percentile may look impressive. but hell. the grades arent that good. so who cares about comparing to others and assuring that i'm "better" or "good".

our SG photos looks lovely :D

CTG too. hope fencing one was okay. especially the one when yee kiat distracted me.

elizabeth went nuts playing my ipod touch "sadist" ish game.

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Wednesday, July 22, 2009 ? 10:17 PM

EXHAUSTION > SADNESS

when i wanna cry, i end up yawning.

and i'm not even sure if thats a good thing.

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? 9:57 PM

watch your glee kids have their little club, but don't pretend that any of them are something. they're not.

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? 9:33 PM

said with each try, "i'll try my best". and it didnt work. doesnt quite matter. guess i'll have to try other means. maybe reading up something on fencing since i'm clueless. and watch more matches. mmm.

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? 8:59 PM

H1 GENERAL PAPER
69 B
H1 MATHEMATICS
66 B
H1 CHINESE LANGUAGE
60 C
H2 LITERATURE IN ENGLISH
64 C
H2 HISTORY
46 S
H2 ECONOMICS
42 S

i knew it. 1 more mark for LIT to get a B.

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? 7:41 PM

pretty fun day.

it sucks having to hear the sound of rain drops just when you're about to wake up. but thank god i managed to enjoy an extra 30mins of sleeep :D i decided to leave my fencing gear at home since i had so many files to bring. i was betting on the less 5mins per period thing which didnt happen by thank God lessons ended by 2.10 today :D so PHEW.

during econs lecture, lester was forwarding us a text from mr sng which i replied and we ended up exchanging loads of text messages during lectures. we are rebels. and chin rong sat with me today cause he needed some rest and wanted to be at the back. we did manage to catch up. but he was too sick and fell asleeep... 5 times. and snores. yes, he was heard by a few people.

i THINK lester calls me a whore cause i call him PIMPLESter. :D HAAHAH

Jarratt: "can i just make her a card?!"
Lester: "oh! if you do so, write my name down"
Jarratt"?! yeah, we should have our initials together.. like LJ"
Lester: "OMG!"
Jarratt: "OMG!"
Lester: "dirty minded! i was thinking about lifejournal. what were YOU thinking about"
Jarratt: "LONG JOHN. tsk tsk, what were YOU thinking about"

then he said it.

had a hell of a fun time during the break at HIST SEA lecture since mr ong didnt come. loads of chat and finished up two hw due on friday :D YAYE!

love my SG. nice rainy day, i guess.

when having breaks with the SG, nothing else matters.

during econs tutorial:

i saw mdm peh touching her stomach. which kinda (in a split-second) made me think of the time when i asked nanthiniy if she thinks mdm peh was pregnant and we saw a few moments that look like it and some that didnt

and i dont know why but i said this immediately

Jarratt: "mdm peh, are you pregnant?"
Mdm Peh: "yarh"
(i burst out into laughter cause the remark was so stark and to the point)
Mdm Peh: "you mean i didnt tell you all that i'm pregnant?"

then i was talking to stephane.
Stephane: "Maybe she's hungry when she touched her stomach?"
Jarratt: "... we just saw her at the canteen"

i swear, the whole class looked at me weird when i asked the question.

Jarratt: "WHAT are you making us bring the econs file for?! are you still collecting it?"
Mdm Peh: "OH YEAH, thats right, please pass it up"
then everyone else who didnt bring it went "OEIII" and laughed
Jarratt: "WHAT?! i'm not bringing it back home again!"
Stephane: "BUT you live just right there!" *points at my house*

i turned around and saw the flat that i was living in. wow.

fun time singing random songs in class cause elizabeth asked for it :D HAHAHAHAHAHA, was real fun. i almost did the with love dance, only thing that, people were staring. tsk tsk.

lit class was fun.

Mr Nair: "that was a low blow!"

then he tried to avoid talking about the OTHER type of low blow

Mr Nair: "so what was it that gets BLOWN in the text?"

HAHAHAHA, we all burst into laughter. minus diana who pretended to be innocent.

nicholas tried to insult elmo, so i had a duel with him:

Jarratt: "nicholas, the only thing that you attract is gravity"

Jarratt: "there's no such thing as an ugly elmo, but if you think wearing a red shirt makes you an elmo, you're an ugly one"

(OH during fencing, i was training and i let him pass by the corridor cause i was in the way, and my blade was stuck in a potted plant for a few seconds. odd eh)

Jarratt: "dont you need to be of a certain BMI to donate blood?"

HAHAHA so fun :D

lester is mouthing to me afar "ELMO SUCKS" which is mean.

had a great catch up time with samiare, quan yi and nicholas at MT lesson. loads of laughter. really random nonsense. my god. :D OMG SAMIARE'S PARENTS MADE HER WATCH TWILIGHT IN CHINESE!!!!!! cant wait for the party at quan yi's house :D

saw yu ding today! HAPPY. so random! and ann too. random. and all the other random yt ppl :D

god i love the people that i interacted with today.

mrs chen explained to me about something that happened tomorrow, and i'm surprised that she actually cared about how i viewed certain issues. wow. she's awesome.

had a fun catch up time with diana after fencing. talking about how great HIMYM is. showing some standup comedy (WANDA SYKES) and all. nice catch up time with dew when walking home.

good day. good day.

jordin spark's Battlefield deluxe album is real good. dancey and all. could had been better with some vocals tempo. but dancey and piano electro pop tracks ftw!

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009 ? 10:55 PM

WHY is lester calling me a "whore" today?!

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? 9:11 PM

quite incapable in destroying or getting rid or a cockroach. eww ewww ewww :/

OH i think lester and i have this habit of sending just :( or :) or :/ in a text message and nothing else. good for him since he has unlimited texts. do i look like i have it?

didnt have circuit training, was looking fwd to it. i guess after building up on my strength, i'm more confident in PE. on the bright side, we had decent physical trainings today.

~~B FOR LIT :D well, i hoped for a B cause i thought A was too much~~

OMG I SCORED 64 AND THATS A C. OMGOGMGOMGOGMGG. THATS SO MEAN. well, at least that was with moderation. AHAHA so sad. guess thats karma for not looking at my notes about thematic concerns.

H2 HISTORY: S

H2 ECONS: S

H2 LITERATURE: C

H1 MATHS : B

H1 GP: B (pretty sure about this) 1 mark away from A

H1 CHINESE: C

HAHAHAHA well, gotta work harder. well i'm not very bright, but i'll work hard. i'm in hogwarts :D

Elizabeth: "oh! is tap tap! *runs to nicholas*"
*after a few seconds*
Elizabeth: "OH NO! its Gaga! *runs away*"

HAHAHAHAA i swear, when she laughs, its infectious.

i really wonder if i made the right move. well, the heartache didnt subside only after a few songs.

had fun talking and laughing with SG people. and also with nicholas, samiare and quan yi during MT.

was exhausted. thank GOD SEA tutorial was cancelled after school. i didnt bring my notes. (OMG FIRST TIME, just when i asked myself if i'm capable of forgetting) annnnnnnnnnd just when i'm really tired.

rested. tuition with hanyong, only lasted for 45mins and sent him off. damn, that new chapter "estimation of population parameters and hypothesis testing" is hard.

doubt i'm going yee kiat's house for the farewell party for esther. :/ cause i'll be dead after fencing. and well other stuff. fencing tmr. i'm incapable of skipping cca.

step away from the world from a sec.

MY GOD, i do hope dew cancels the Metamorphosis competition. i cant take it. LEADER?! you want metamorphosis? i'll print hilary duff's album out for you.

step away from the world for a sec.

dinner duty again. well at least gram's house is a few street away. and i should visit them more often and TRY to communicate.

i woke up going OH SHIT SHIT SHIT after a long nap only to find out it wasnt that late and went back to sleep only to wake up going OH SHIT SHIT SHIT again.

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Monday, July 20, 2009 ? 5:35 PM

gp lecture was fun! i was really glad that they brought out the issues. and i'm glad that i'm well informed to have my own judgement.

omg, loads of harry potter spoilers from diana and lisa today.

mrs chen talked to me today. she missed the whole submission of 'student of the term' thing cause of well you know. WHICH i think its fine cause she didnt have to worry about it and that i dont really need the recognition on such a scale! PLUS no way can i win against all the other more popular and smarter people. so its okay :D but thanks! i really appreciate it. and when she said i was her best student, aww that kinda made me want to be composed forever.

well, its tough, since i'm still a kid and tend to goof off. like during the PW meeting with mr sng and the group HAHA distracted a little. fun time though. figured a little bit for PW out. gotta work hard.

i THINK i scored a S for econs which is okay cause i learnt new stuff. and wow, the teachers actually wrote remarks on what to do and so forth :D

hahaha wow, finally lester's turn? lucky ass.

wish it coukd happen to me.

lit! WOW, learnt so much in prose class. wow wow WOW! and the mention of farming reminds me of harvest moon.

mr nair: "nicholas! you lost FACE to lester"
*a few seconds later*
mr nair: "walk away, lester and be the BIGGER person!"

HAHAHAHAAHHA. well you gotta know 'em in order to get the whole face and size thing.

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